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As the Thoughts of You, Faded, from My Mind…

As the thoughts of you, faded, from my mind, I’d felt, like there’s, an empty spot, that’s, opened up inside of me… As the thoughts of you, faded, from my mind, I’d realized, that I had, moved on, from the … Continue reading

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Better Left, in My Memories…

Things are better left, in my memories, because, some of the things, are better when they’d, started, and, they’d not, ended that well at all……… Better left, in my memories, because, memories have this way, of fermenting things, making the … Continue reading

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A House of If…

In a house of if, there are, an endless number of, possibilities (aka ways to go wrong!!!)… A house of if, with all the uncertainties that kept hitting me in the face, comin’, like those, curve balls, too fast for … Continue reading

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Why Do I, Keep You with Me?

Why do I, keep you with me? You’d, died already, and yet, you’d, tagged onto me, clung on too tightly, to my life, refused, to let me go, why is that? Why do I, keep you with me? I have, … Continue reading

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I Lost You

How easily, something that should’ve happened, never had the chance to occur? Like you were, to me. I lost you, perhaps, even BEFORE I was born, as everything had already been, written in the stars (god DAMN those STUPID stars!!!), … Continue reading

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When I’d, Lost You

When I lost you, from way, way, WAY back, it’d felt like, someone had, reached into my bosoms, then, RIPPED out my heart! When I’d, lost you, it was, too unbearable, the pain, I couldn’t cry, because, no amount of … Continue reading

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Sunny in Heaven…

I hope it’s, sunny in heaven, where you are, ‘cuz down here on earth (or as I’d come to know it: HELL!), it’s, snow, sleet, rain, and HAIL! Sunny in heaven, isn’t it always? I mean, heaven is supposed to … Continue reading

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Once, Upon a Dream…

Once, upon a dream, I was, a young child with absolutely, NO clue of what life entailed Once, upon a dream, I thought, I had a good and happy, and carefree childhood Turned out, it was, ALL a LIE, that … Continue reading

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The Steps You Never Took Towards Me

There were, these steps you never took towards me, ‘cuz, let’s face it, DEAD people can’t walk on the land, can they?  Instead, they just, floated along, in the minds of those they loved and cared about, right??? The steps … Continue reading

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So Long as I Keep You Here, Inside My Heart…

Well… So long, as I keep you here, inside my heart, you will, always, BE with me, and we shall, NEVER get separated again, but, you were, taken from me already, and, nobody has, YET to pay! So long, as … Continue reading

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