Category Archives: the Vicious Cycle
When You Strayed, & I, Forgave…
That, was how it’d, always, worked, isn’t it? When you strayed, I, forgave, and beat myself up, for NOT being able, to keep you with me, when all this time, I wasn’t even the one, at FAULT, you are, a … Continue reading
Posted in A Wrong Kind of Love, Abuser/Enabler Interaction Styles, Beliefs, Infidelities/Cheating/Being Unfaithful, Lessons of Life, the Consequences of Life, The Trials of Life, the Vicious Cycle
Tagged Forgiving a Cheating Man, Gained BACK the Respect I'd Lost for Myself, the Infidelities of a Man
Leave a comment
Dad, on Finding Closure
Realizing that it was, ABUSE, and NOT love, then, working really hard, to SNAP yourself, OUT of that VICIOUS cycle you’d been, born into, and finally, STOPPED, blaming yourself, for how your father had, mistreated you, took you long enough!!! … Continue reading
Posted in A Wrong Kind of Love, Adults Misbehaving, Breaking Free from the Cycle of Abuse, Child Endangerment, Childhood Innocence, Experiences of Life, Facts, Lessons of Life, Properties of Life, the Consequences of Life, the Cycle of Abuse, the Process of Life, The Trials of Life, the Vicious Cycle, Values of Life
Tagged Realizing it WAS Abuse Her Father Had Given Her
Leave a comment
The Kisses You’d Planted on My Skin, Turned to Bruises…
And no, they’re, still, NOT H-I-C-K-I-E-S either, I know the difference here, okay??? The kisses you’d planted on my skin, turned to bruises, and, this time, you’d done, kissed me, too fucking hard is the thing. And I’m now, covered … Continue reading
Posted in A Wrong Kind of Love, Abuser/Enabler Interaction Styles, Breaking Free from the Cycle of Abuse, Experiences of Life, Lessons of Life, the Consequences of Life, the Cycle of Abuse, The Trials of Life, the Vicious Cycle, Values of Life
Tagged Kissing the Bruises Away, Smoothing Over the Bruises with Kisses
Leave a comment
It Won’t be the Last Time…
It won’t, be the last time, you were, offended, groped, screwed over, and you KNOW it too! It won’t, be the last time, and, there’s, NOTHING you can do ‘bout that, and it’s all, ‘cuz, of the way you look. … Continue reading
A Shadow, within a Shadow…
There’s a shadow, within, a shadow, the outer, shadowed over the inner, making the inner one, suffocate! A shadow, within, a shadow, how can you possibly see that, huh? The shadow is, dark originally, and, unless, you got, X-ray vision, … Continue reading
These Bright-Colored Memories…
These bright-colored memories, why don’t they just, fade to gray already, huh? I’m just, so FUCKING (and your point being???) sick AND tired, of watching them replay in my mind, they’d, plagued me for too long, played on, repeated, like … Continue reading
Life, the Obstacle Course 