Category Archives: Nightmares & Memories
Introducing You, to My Childhood Memories…
I am introducing you, to my childhood memories, to share, taht deepest, darkest part of my past, with someone else other than me, and now, you will experience, and KNOW, what had happened, to us! Introducing you, to my childhood … Continue reading
Posted in Experiences of Life, Memories Shared, Nightmares & Memories, Ranting About Life, the Consequences of Life, the Cycle of Abuse, The Trials of Life, Things Left Behind, Traumas of the Younger Years
Tagged Co-Ownership of Nightmares, Sharing the Monsters of the Childhood Years
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Guarded, by the Monsters of Her Childhood
She was, imprisoned, kept locked up, by an assortment of monsters of her childhood, and, they’d started existing, WAY before she could recollect too. There was that hand that came in the dark, that patted her body down, she’d felt … Continue reading
Posted in Experiences of Life, Lessons of Life, Mishaps in Life, Nightmares & Memories, Overcoming Obstacles in Life, Properties of Life, the Consequences of Life, The Trials of Life, Traumas of the Younger Years, Values of Life
Tagged Knowing the Truth about the Past, Slow-to-Heal, Therapy
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The Penthouse of the Mansion
The memories of being offended, THAT, was why you REFUSED to head back, even for the holidays, translated… “Are you coming with me for the holidays?” I’d wiped my hands off my clothes after I’d done the dishes, dad was, … Continue reading
Posted in Adults Misbehaving, Family Dynamics, Family Relations, Nightmares & Memories, Repressed Memories, Sexual Harassments, Traumas of the Younger Years
Tagged Being Taken Advantage of, Memories of Being Improperly Touched by Someone She Trusted, Secrets She Kept, Sexual Molestations
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The Sundays that Just Won’t Stop Raining
God DAMN it, another WET weekend!!! The Sundays that just won’t stop raining, it’d started happening, since I was a young child, or maybe, even, before I was born, and, on those Sundays of our youths, we’d always, gone back … Continue reading
Posted in Abuser/Enabler Interaction Styles, Breaking Free from the Cycle of Abuse, Child Endangerment, Childhood Innocence, Experiences of Life, Family Dynamics, Lies You Told, Mishaps in Life, Nightmares & Memories, the Cycle of Abuse, Traumas of the Younger Years
Tagged How I Grew Up, Sexual Molestations
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Shattering the Loneliness…
How can I, get rid of this loneliness that’s constantly surrounding me, and every single aspect of my life. It’s like, wherever I am, there loneliness is too, it’s like that annoying shadow that just, keeps on, lurking, following me, … Continue reading
Posted in Experiences of Life, Lessons of Life, Loneliness vs. Solitude, Nightmares & Memories, Philosophies of Life, Properties of Life, Ranting About Life, Repressed Memories, the Consequences of Life, the Process of Life, The Trials of Life, Values of Life
Tagged Dealing with the Abandonment of the Childhood Years
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Someone Was Weeping, While the World Was, Sleeping…
Someone was weeping, while the world was, sleeping, so, nobody heard a single sound… Someone was weeping, we all heard it, the soft weeping came, in the depth of the nights, and, it’d, disturbed our, peaceful sleep, and so, we … Continue reading
Escaping the Chaos of Your Childhood
You had, tried, desperately, but, quite unsuccessfully, escaping the chaos of your childhood, and, you can’t figure out why? You’re, an ADULT now, and so, why are those, nightmares from your childhood years, still haunting, plaguing your life, shouldn’t they … Continue reading
Putting Those Nightmare of My Childhood Years on the Backburner…
Putting those nightmares of my childhood years on the backburner, because I can’t cope with the fact, that I was, abused and neglected (the WORST combo!!!) by my own two parents, who were, supposed to love me! So, in order, … Continue reading
In the Blackholes of My Memories
This, is where everything WAS, buried, in the blackhole of my memories, and, everything regarding to my childhood years, all the unhappiness, all the abuse AND neglect, every single thing that’s happened to me so far in life, is found, … Continue reading
The Forgotten Monsters Underneath a Child’s Bed
There are, those, forgotten monsters underneath a child’s bed, that you, as parents, neglected to, sweep out, to keep your young children safe in the nighttime. The forgotten monsters underneath a child’s bed, what? You didn’t think, that they’re just … Continue reading
Life, the Obstacle Course 