Category Archives: Breaking Free from the Cycle of Abuse

I Lost You

How easily, something that should’ve happened, never had the chance to occur? Like you were, to me. I lost you, perhaps, even BEFORE I was born, as everything had already been, written in the stars (god DAMN those STUPID stars!!!), … Continue reading

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The Earth Trembled Beneath My Feet

There were, no signs, no animal, scurrying away beforehand, no, it just came down on me! The earth trembled beneath my feet, and, it took me, a very long time, to realize, that I’m not, on stable grounds, and as … Continue reading

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Giving Up on Love……Finally!

Yup, this was, that final STRAW all right!!! Giving up on love……finally! Well, it took you, LONG ENOUGH, to finally get to this depot of goodbye all right. Giving up on love………finally! As love’d, let you down, time, and time … Continue reading

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Her Love Quenched Me Like a Monsoon to the Desert

My life had been, dried up completely, you can see, how I had become, so totally, cracked on the surfaces, and yet, with her love, I’d, become rejuvenated once more. Her love quenched me like a monsoon to the desert, … Continue reading

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It Took Me Nearly DYING…

It took me nearly dying, catching a glimpse, at my own reflection on that broken mirror of marriage, to finally realize, that you weren’t good for me, that I needed to, make my escape! It took me nearly dying, to … Continue reading

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Forgiving You for Betraying Me

Sometimes, it becomes, nearly impossible, to forgive our parents for the abuse and neglect we’d all weathered through, partially because, those god DAMN F***ING (feel free…) parents of ours still won’t admit what they did to us was abuse instead … Continue reading

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Supporting the Battered Women, the Profits from the New Drama Production by Gong-Liang Gu Goes Entirely to the Foundation for Battered Women

With the donations from the ticket sales of the shows, giving battered women a better chance at life, from the Newspapers, translated… The fifty-year-old May had been on a smooth ride of life since the beginning of her life, but … Continue reading

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Ran Out of Excuses for Loving You, Long, Long, L-O-N-G Ago…

You can’t blame me for not tryin’ hard enough here… but I ran out of excuses for loving you, long, long, L-O-N-G ago! The day I’d started running out of excuses was that night you’d come home drunk, and hit … Continue reading

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Added Up ALL the Countless Nights I’d Cried Myself to Sleep

Added up ALL the countless nights I’d cried myself to sleep, and it still wouldn’t be enough, NOT quite! I’d cried too long, and too hard, in silence, ‘cuz nobody ever gave a FUCK (and your point being???). Added up … Continue reading

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You Watched, in Pain, as They HAULED Me Away, into the Mental Ward…

This happened, back in??? ’08, I think… You watched, as they hauled me away, into the mental ward, and, it pained you, to institutionalize me (I know, ‘cuz I saw the look of IMMENSE pain in your eyes as they’d … Continue reading

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