A tank, with the fish, and the algae in the tiny biosphere…translated…
The guppies swam to and from in the tank, the Brazilian waterweed, hornwort afloat by the fish, watching them, it’s, as if, my heart, healed up, and I started, swimming beside the fish, toward, that, boundaryless heart too.
illustration from UDN.com by the writer…

And so, this, is something that offered you the meditative state you’re in need of, and, watching that tank of fish at home, swimming, leisurely, it can be, healing all right!