I need you, to come, and save me from them! Break me free, out of, my own, family, they keep on, hurting me, since I was, too young to recall, but I remember it now!
Break me free, out of, my own, family, help me, loosen this tightened grip of control they have over me, help me, get rid of, the blood-relations I have with them. Break me free, out of, my own, family, I’m in need, of you, oh knight, in shiny armor…
Break me free, out of, my own, family, they controlled me, used manipulative measures, to bend, to twist me, so I’d, do what they told me to, and I’m, growing, too tired of all of that, I need you, to save me!
Break me free, out of, my own, family, please, oh please, I know you love me, I know I feel, so very, close to you, love. So, won’t you, save me?
damsels in distress…
And here’s, the REALITY of all of that: this is from, being, victimized too god damn long that you don’t know anything anymore, because you’d lived, under your own parents’ abuser/enabler (there’s still NO victim here, mind you all!!!), interaction styles too god damn long, you’d become, socialized (‘cuz we children still watch AND learn!!!), to behave like a weakling, someone who needs, saving, when in truth, what you need, is that gained self-awareness, that you still don’t have (and I can’t help you there, “hon”…).
You need to be the ones, to note and realize: hey, this isn’t the right way to treat someone you love, and I need to, take actions, to change that, start with you, ‘cuz, you can’t change NOBODY (and so???) else, and once you’d changed yourself, then, I’m more than certain, that everything will, fall, into, its, rightful places, for you, like it’d done me already.
End of session, so, people, pay UP! Don’t make me become a loan shark here, ‘cuz I can be nasty too, and yeah, I’m now, “charging” F-O-U-R shinny, Abe Lincolns, instead of the two I’d been, “charging”. I gotta, make a living too you know, and nothing in life is free, save for, offense, feel free to take tons!
Life, the Obstacle Course 