Lived in, your world of, oblivion, and it’d, just, swallowed, everything that I valued, in, I was, gobbled up, by that blackhole of, your world then.
Lived in, your world of, oblivion, but why? Oh yeah, because I love you, too much, knowing how you’d, been hurt as a child, and I’d, tried to, play that role of a loving mother that you never got growing up, and, I got too used to, taking care of you, that I ended up, neglecting that I have needs too!
what the love was like…
Lived in, your world of, oblivion, I’d, realized that now, and now, I’m, working so @#$%ING hard, to get myself up and out, of this, quicksand that I’m, stuck in, and, it’s, really hard, after all you just, don’t get, un-stuck, in a split second (it’s not like you can just, RIP it off, like that god damn, BAND-AID, is it? Nope!).
Lived in, your world of, oblivious, and, it’d been…………already lost TRACK of how many @#$%ING years it’d been now, and that was, how long it’d been, since I last felt I could, breathe……………
Lived in, your world of, oblivions, I will NEVER be, I will, NEVER get SUCKED, back into that blackhole of your, emotions, I got my own @#%$ing problems I need to deal with here, and I’m still, AT the TOP, of my own, “to-do” list here, so…