How dreams, regressed, you’d, started, dreaming of your futures, of what they might hold, of everything you’ll, NEVER be, when you grow up, and then, you grow, up!
Then, you’d, started, dreaming of the present, getting chased down by those, deadlines you can’t even make, all the bills, piling up, from floor, to ceiling, that you failed to make, and there’s, that final notice on your property, the one that the bank threatened, to repossess, so you no longer, owed them the money?
And, you’d, dreamed of, those childhood years, of beautiful moments, those wonderful parents you believed you could’ve have, because, you’d done, nothing wrong, or bad, you were, a young child for crying out loud, but that actually, NEVER happened, because, instead of loving you as you were, your parents they’d, mistreated you, abused, and neglected you, brutalized you, and, they set up these, high expectations, you can’t, even come close to, reaching………
And, you would, wake up, each and every single night, feeling scared, like that kid who’d had, yet another, night terror, but, no matter how you’d, wrecked your brains, you just, can’t recall, what it was that you just, awakened from, that’s, scared the, SHIT out of you.
Welcome to H-E-L-L, honey!!!
And that would be, how those dreams, they’d, regressed, and, there’s still, NO way out for ya, ‘cuz you deserved, to get, TRAPPED by your own, FUCKED up childhood nightmares………