These Bright-Colored Memories…

These bright-colored memories, why don’t they just, fade to gray already, huh?  I’m just, so FUCKING (and your point being???) sick AND tired, of watching them replay in my mind, they’d, plagued me for too long, played on, repeated, like that DVD machine that, won’t turn off!

These bright-colored memories, they won’t fade away, they’d been, preserved (god DAMN it!!!), and sometimes, I wish I don’t have those memories, but, I do, and I always, ended up, waking up in the middle of the nights, covered in cold sweats…

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These bright-colored memories, they’d, haunted me for a very long time, and, I guess, it’s time, that I stopped, letting them bug me, and so, on this very night, I’d, willed myself a dream, in that dream, I’d, left that baggage I was carrying, on the side, of that long dirt road, and I ran, fast as I possibly could, away.

These bright-colored memories, they’re, all gone now, I have, NO memories of my past, due to a huge B-L-O-W to the head, and now, with that void, that vacancy that can’t, EVER be filled back up inside my mind, I’m now, wishing, that I had, those, bright-colored, memories, back.

About taurusingemini

All I have to say, I've already said it, and, let's just say, that I'm someone who's ENDURED through a TON of losses in my life, and I still made it to the very top of MY game here, TADA!!!
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