Thought I Knew What HELL is…

Yup, I was, that young, AND that naïve once, long, long, long, long, long ago…

Thought I knew what HELL is, until I’d, met you, you’d, had it worse than I had, and, you took my attention, my focus away, from my own problems, as I’d, started, taking care of you.

查看來源圖片take your pick…photo from online…

Thought I knew what HELL is, until I’d, met you.  Thought that everything I’d gone through up to the point we met, was bad enough, but, marrying you, that was, the WORST mistake I ever made, and now, I’m, trapped, by your abusive measures of me.  I know this ain’t good for me, and yet, I’d, still, stayed, ‘cuz I feared, that I wasn’t, good enough, that I can’t, make it on my own, without you.

So, I’d, let this god DAMN F***ED up marriage to you, drag on and on, and on, and on.  Thought I knew what HELL is, until I’d, met you, and now, I can say, that I’d, lived through H-E-L-L.  Been broken, god only knows how many times already, and, I’m still, barely breathing, but still, NOT quite D-E-A-D yet…………

查看來源圖片and this, is just, in the childhood years…graph found online…and they also, forgot to mention the VERBAL kind here!!!

Thanks, LOSER, for showing ME what abuse is ALL about, without you, I’m still quite certain, that I would’ve, learned it well, but, fate had made me BUMP into you, and I’d, suffered, for my own mistakes (which wasn’t even MINE to begin with!!!) already, and now, I’m, D-O-N-E!

 

About taurusingemini

All I have to say, I've already said it, and, let's just say, that I'm someone who's ENDURED through a TON of losses in my life, and I still made it to the very top of MY game here, TADA!!!
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