These Transferable Dreams…

You’d dreamed up, all those, childhood fantasies, that you never got a chance to see come true, and when I’d come along, you were, really glad, ‘cuz, you finally, have a vessel, to store ALL those childhood fantasies into…

These transferable dreams, why are they now, in my possession?  And what happened, to the dreams I’d already had, the ones I was, waiting to see come true, huh?  Did they, get replaced by something?  ‘Cuz I don’t remember, losing them, or tossing them outside on the curb at all!

These transferable dreams, were what you’d, given to me, no, you’d not handed them to me nice, you’d, SHOVED them all, into my life, guilt tripped me into, living them out for you, neglecting, how I had my own dreams that I wanted to see come true too, and now, all of my dreams are placed, “on hold”, because I am now, responsible, for living out those childhood dreams that you NEVER had the chance of living out!

These transferable dreams, what purpose do they serve?  And, don’t you know, that everybody IS entitled to her/his own dreams, that nobody can take away?  These transferable dreams are now, passed down, from me, to my own young, because, despite how I’d hated it when you’d, imposed them onto me, I can’t snap out of this vicious cycle, and so, too bad for my children, and, they’d become the alternative version of me when I was once a young child too………

 

 

About taurusingemini

All I have to say, I've already said it, and, let's just say, that I'm someone who's ENDURED through a TON of losses in my life, and I still made it to the very top of MY game here, TADA!!!
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