Break Me with Your Love…

Break me, with your love, you would, you’d, smack me ‘round so FUCKING hard, ‘til I bruised all over, then, smooth over these injuries, with those, sweetened, poisoned, kisses that made me feel, oh so alive.

Break me, with your love, you’d done that, all the time, since, the very start, and, I wasn’t asking for any of this, and there was, NO way out for me, I got, trapped, but I’d, struggled, each and every time you’d, returned, to score that one more FUCK on me, and yet, each and every time, I’d, hated myself, for letting you, just have your ways with me…perhaps, I’m, just, way too weak, too unfit, to be living on this god DAMN, FUCKING planet! (So, why the FUCK, was I born? So I can be, ABUSED by you, repeatedly, was that it???)

查看來源圖片like this???  Photo from online…

Break me, with your love, you would, you’d, smack me ‘round so FUCKING hard, ‘til I bruised all over, then, smooth over these injuries, with those, sweetened, poisoned, kisses that made me feel, oh so alive.

Break me, with your love, you’d done that, all the time, since, the very start, and, I wasn’t asking for any of this, and there was, NO way out for me, I got, trapped, but I’d, struggled, each and every time you’d, returned, to score that one more FUCK on me, and yet, each and every time, I’d, hated myself, for letting you, just have your ways with me…perhaps, I’m, just, way too weak, too unfit, to be living on this god DAMN, FUCKING planet! (So, why the FUCK, was I born? So I can be, ABUSED by you, repeatedly, was that it???)

Break me, with your love, I’d, allowed you to, but, all of that’s, changed now, there’s, someone brand new in my life that I’m, responsible for, my own child, and that, was what made me straighten up my own act, to leave, because I will, NEVER allow my son, to get exposed to what I’d, weathered through, will ALL the men (starting with that god DAMN abusive father of mine???) in my life, and hopefully, he won’t, repeat this same vicious cycle like I’d been doing too………

yeah, it’s, exactly like that!!!  Not my photograph…

Break me with your love, you think you can? Think again, NOTHING’s EVER gonna break ME again, I’m already, a put-back-together, made-of-steel, brand NEW kind of, porcelain here!!!

Break me with your love, shatter me, all over again, with those, damaging words, that was, what I’d, already, weathered through, for the PAST twenty-six FUCKING years of my life, and I’d, already DIED, heaven only KNOWS how many times already, and yet, I’m still right here, sitting, “talking” with my TEN fingers………

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Break me, with your love, I’d, allowed you to, but, all of that’s, changed now, there’s, someone brand new in my life that I’m, responsible for, my own child, and that, was what made me straighten up my own act, to leave, because I will, NEVER allow my son, to get exposed to what I’d, weathered through, will ALL the men (starting with that god DAMN abusive father of mine???) in my life, and hopefully, he won’t, repeat this same vicious cycle like I’d been doing too………

Break me with your love, you think you can? Think again, NOTHING’s EVER gonna break ME again, I’m already, a put-back-together, made-of-steel, brand NEW kind of, porcelain here!!!

Break me with your love, shatter me, all over again, with those, damaging words, that was, what I’d, already, weathered through, for the PAST twenty-six FUCKING years of my life, and I’d, already DIED, heaven only KNOWS how many times already, and yet, I’m still right here, sitting, “talking” with my TEN fingers………

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

About taurusingemini

All I have to say, I've already said it, and, let's just say, that I'm someone who's ENDURED through a TON of losses in my life, and I still made it to the very top of MY game here, TADA!!!
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