He’d finally, figured, that the only way he’ll have a better future, is by reclaiming his past, but, that road’s been, cut off, long, long, long ago, forgotten, covered in dust and cobwebs, how is he going to be able to, clean it all off, and reexamine everything, that’s, already happened, especially, when there are, a ZILLION things he wished he could do differently?
what the path of his life looked like, up to the present point…photo from online…
Reclaiming his past, this won’t be easy, especially, with that blindfold of DENIAL over his eyes! Reclaiming his past, he’d been, tryin’, workin’ on that, since he can recall, and yet, he’d still, NOT made, an INCH of progress since he’d, begun!
Reclaiming his past, it’s not possible, not with him, because he’d, LACKED that awareness of his own old self, he is still in DENIAL about how FUCKED up his childhood never was, how his parents had, ABUSED and NEGLECTED him, instead of, loving him properly, and all of that had, caused him, to turn his pains outward, and, he’d, humped AND dumped, so many more whores since, and he still couldn’t, stop, humping AND dumpin’ all of them BITCHES and WHORES that’s, crossed his path.
and you expect to have this??? Not my photo still…
So, he won’t be, reclaiming his past, he’d allowed his past, to carry over to his present tense, and, there’s, NO way out, and so, he keeps, traveling down this path to hell, until, maybe, on HIS deathbed, he’ll, finally, turn his head back ‘round and look, but by then, it’s all, too late………