In This Hell You’d, Built for Me…

In this hell you’d, built for me, I’d, lived, suffered in silence, for years, and years, and years on end, never knowing when if or when, life was going to, terminate itself for me!

In this hell you’d, built for me, I’d, made a home, although, it wasn’t, comfortable, because you’d, built a HELL for me to live in, and yet, I’d still, made do…in this hell you’d, built for me, I’d, found some comfort, in how you’d, mistreated me, built my lack of self-esteem, on the abuse and neglect you’d, given to me.

not my artwork…

In this hell you’d, built for me, you’d, masked up this hell, with those, perfectly painted on whitewashed wall, then, built me a cage of white-picket-fence, giving me the mirage, that I was in heaven!

And, despite how it’d hurt me, living in this hell you’d, built for me, I’d, still survived, and now, I stand, ERECT, as a MAN, leaving this hell, along with EVERYTHING EVIL that belonged to you, what you’d, given to me growing up, I’d, abandoned you, inside this HELL you’d, built to keep me in, I left, without turning back again.

In this hell you’d, built for me, deprived of anything good, and everything I’d, needed, to thrive, to grow up well, I’d still, grown up, and that took a LOT of strengths, and I know I got, ALL of my strengths, after walking through this hell you’d, built for me………

About taurusingemini

All I have to say, I've already said it, and, let's just say, that I'm someone who's ENDURED through a TON of losses in my life, and I still made it to the very top of MY game here, TADA!!!
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