In a house of if, there are, an endless number of, possibilities (aka ways to go wrong!!!)…
A house of if, with all the uncertainties that kept hitting me in the face, comin’, like those, curve balls, too fast for me, to hit, and I’m only, allowed, just, those THREE strikes!!!
something like, this, say??? not my photo…
A house of if, we’d grown up in, our parents were, uncertain, of everything that’s around them, even as they’d, had us, they were, unsure, of what they’d done (humping one another then, popping us all out???) was the right thing to do, to them, it’s all, a game of, trial and error, hits, or misses…
A house of if, I’d grown up in, so many, instabilities in my former childhood life, and I’d, still, grown out, of this, house of if I was, raised in, broken free, out of that, gilded cage already!
A house of it, I will, NEVER be raising you in, my love, for you deserve, a whole lot better, than I ever had, and I will, love you right, unlike, how those god DAMN adults, used their, supposed, so-called, L-O-V-E, to love their own young, me.
something that’s, built, like this??? Photo from online…
No more houses of ifs in my life, or yours now, my love, we’re, both safe and sound, well, I am, safe AND sound, while you, you’re, still DEAD, lost, inside my body, flushed outside my systems, since 2008………
Life, the Obstacle Course 