I know, I know, YOU (‘cuz I ain’t one o’ ya!!!) guys are all, too scared, of those things that go “bump” in the nights, those monsters that resided, underneath those beds, inside them closets, of our childhood years…
But, they’re there, for a reason, and yet, because of how scary they’d all appeared to us as children, we’d become, prejudiced toward them, not realizing, that they were all there, to TEACH us something important about ourselves!
some things that go”bump” in the nights…illustration from online…
Things monsters have, to teach us, it won’t be until, we’re, adults, after we’d, weathered through all those years of former teenage turbulences, attempted suicide, become addicted to alcohol, or drugs, and get DE-TOXED in those rehabs, will we ever realize, the significance, of the existences of those, monsters, of our former childhood years.
And, those monsters are merely, metaphors of something EVIL that we’d been through, like sexual molestations, the assortments of ABUSE and NEGLECT, and once you’d, realized that about yourselves, it will take you, EVEN longer, to finally accept the FACT, that OMG, mommy and daddy, they NEVER loved us! And, that’s gonna take…………the time it takes varies with each individuals!
like these, even??? Found online…
Until we accept those monsters as a part of our FUCKED up former years (‘cuz NONE of us can choose our own families of origins, and families of origin ARE our sources of pain, 2000, from my group therapy notes!), and learn, to coexist with their ugliness, their taunting us, even learn to love them as is, DAMAGED being, we will NEVER come out of the woods (that’s a metaphor for the UNCONSCIOUS, in case you hadn’t figured THAT out!!!) of our lives………
Life, the Obstacle Course 