When you’d, touched me, as a young child, my body felt that it was, enjoying it, but, I’d felt, that something wasn’t quite right, in the way, you’d, caressed me, when you’d, touched me, down there (Don’t EVEN, FUCKERS!!!)…
The body, LIES!!! It enjoyed the things that are happening to it, when I KNOW that something, wasn’t QUITE right with how I was, being touched, caressed, or stroked by you…
The body, LIES!!! And, from ALL those years of former SEXUAL molestations I’d suffered at your hands, I now, know better. The body, LIES!!! I can’t trust it, it’d, responded to your touches, when I’d, felt disgusted by how you’d, caressed, touched, stroked me, and how’s that even, possible, huh? To have, these two opposite-end INCONSISTENCIES, existing inside of ME at the same time, huh???
Couldn’t make sense of it when I was, a child, being, SEXUALLY, molested by his DEAD mother, ‘cuz my SHORT-TERM memory LAPSES had, protected me, covered me, so I can, grow up…
And now, I’d, figured it out, that my body responds a certain way, to certain things, like arousal and SHITS like that, but that doesn’t necessarily mean, that the way you’d, FUCKED me was RIGHT!!!
The conclusions I’d, come to, is the BODY LIES, to protect us, as, we’re all, super tuned-in, to those, carnal pleasures of getting aroused, but that still doesn’t give you STUPID adults, to MOLEST or SEXUALLY abuse children, just because you are bigger than they are, or because you were, VICTIMIZED as children yourselves, just because your minds are, still BLOCKING things out for you, that doesn’t mean that, it’d not, happened to you, how do you think these SHITS keep on getting passed down one generation to the next again, huh??? Exactly!
Life, the Obstacle Course 