Woke from a dream last night, it was, of you, lying, in my arms, and I was, stroking your hair, I could even, feel the warmth of your tiny body next to mine as I woke up.
So, was it, a dream, or, a sort of a memory, that’s, masked itself, as a dream, and if it was, a memory, then, why is it, “attacking” (‘cuz that’s, how I see it!!!) me, huh??? I shouldn’t even be, dreaming about you anymore, I’d dreamed about you, a couple of times, over the years, and I’m more than certain, I had, already, found CLOSURE over your DEATH, so, why is it, that I’m, still, dreaming about you now, huh???
Woke from a dream last night, long, long ago, as a child, lying, on my half of the bunk beds (‘cuz the other half, was occupied by his STUPID son???). covered in cold sweat, knowing that I’d, dreamed about something that’s, scared the SHIT out of me, but, I’d, thought, really, really hard, but, I just, can’t recall, what exactly, was it, that I’d, dreamed up, that’d, frightened me so.
Turned out, it was, a night terror (as I’d later on learned in my abnormal child psych course???), and that night terrors usually occur, in deep sleep, and the dreamer normally, don’t remember what s/he was dreaming about, but the feelings of fear, is still, too real!
Woke from a dream last night, and I’d, tried hard to get back to dreams again, because that, is the only place you live, in MY god DAMN dreams, but, I’d tossed, and turned, until the first light of dawn, couldn’t, fall back to sleep again………
Life, the Obstacle Course 