Life was definite, before “if” had, arrived all right…
The life before “if” was so self-assured, I was, so confident in everything I did too, and yet, the moment that “if” and I met up, well, I’d started, second-guessing myself.
The life before “if” it was, amazing, with everything I ever needed to keep living this life, and yet, I’d, bumped into “if”, then, my world got flipped, upside down. “If” started taking over all aspects of my life, it’d, tilted its ugly head when I was in the shower (don’t even!!!), it’d, answered ALL the calls I received too!
The life before “if”, it was, so amazing, I was so certain, that I was, doing everything right, and yet, the moment I ran into “if”, nothing’s to be sure anymore. The life before “if”, oh, I do miss it so, but, I can’t go back, to the life I’d led, before “if”, ‘cuz “if” became, this awful infestation that’s taken over, plagued my life slowly, and completely now…
The life before “if” it was, wonderful, wasn’t it? How we’d not, second guessed every single move we took, on this chessboard of life, how everything was so certain, so set, so stable, and yet, not anymore, ‘cuz, “if” took over!!!
Life, the Obstacle Course 