When I lost you, from way, way, WAY back, it’d felt like, someone had, reached into my bosoms, then, RIPPED out my heart! When I’d, lost you, it was, too unbearable, the pain, I couldn’t cry, because, no amount of tears, is sufficient enough, to express the loss of you to my life.
When I’d, lost you, I didn’t know how I was, going to, carry on living, with you, DEAD, inside of me, and yet, the clock still kept moving onward, the days, flipped past, like pages of that Page-a-Day calendar, you know, the one you tear the pages off by the day, to keep track?
When I’d, lost you, it was, too painful, I couldn’t, even look at my own reflections, because looking at my mere reflection, from a mirror, or a window would, remind me of, how old you are supposed to be right now!
When I’d, lost you, what’s the use, huh? It’s not like, if I wished hard enough, or hoped, or even, prayed hard enough, you’re going to, be returned to me, is it? Of course N-O-T.
When I’d, lost you, that was exactly, TEN years ago, and yes, my love, your mommy’s still, standing tall, keeping the world in ORDER here.
I know, that we were, destined, to have been, mother and daughter, but, you didn’t make it, because I had already, been, MURDERED back in ’08!!!