Ran Out of Excuses for Loving You, Long, Long, L-O-N-G Ago…

You can’t blame me for not tryin’ hard enough here… but I ran out of excuses for loving you, long, long, L-O-N-G ago! The day I’d started running out of excuses was that night you’d come home drunk, and hit me. Right then and there, I’d decided to leave, and yet, I’d tried, to leave you, over a million times, and yet, I still wasn’t successful, until, until you laid a hand on my baby girl!

She only got in the way that time you got so totally plastered, and, you’d, kicked her hard, like she was that toy left lying on the living room floor, how COULD you, huh? How could you HURT my baby! Oh, I felt furious as she started crying for me, and, that was the final straw that broke THIS camel’s back all right!!!

查看來源圖片what it took for all of it, to finally come to an end!  Photo from online…

Ran out of excuses for loving you long, long, L-O-N-G ago, you’d treated me like some dummy (you know, a life-size doll???) and just, FUCKED me anytime you’d liked, and I’d, put up with you, ‘cuz I thought that would be, the role of a fitting wife, but not anymore, I ran out of excuses for loving you already.

Ran out of excuses for loving you long, long, L-O-N-G ago is the thing, and once the excuses ran out the doors, so did I! I’d been on the run, ever since! Still trying to escape that huge shadow you’d casted over me over the years, and now, the sun finally started showing its smiles to me, and I can, finally BREATHE, a little easier.

And so, after the excuses for loving you, so did everything else, my patience, my kindness, my wishful thinking, all of that, got, FLUSHED down the sink!

and, it’s NOT going to work this time, I’d, hardened up my heart already!!!  Not my photo still…

About taurusingemini

All I have to say, I've already said it, and, let's just say, that I'm someone who's ENDURED through a TON of losses in my life, and I still made it to the very top of MY game here, TADA!!!
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