Added up ALL the countless nights I’d cried myself to sleep, and it still wouldn’t be enough, NOT quite! I’d cried too long, and too hard, in silence, ‘cuz nobody ever gave a FUCK (and your point being???).
Added up ALL the countless nights I’d cried myself to sleep, how many had there been, from my childhood career (‘cuz it’s one???), all the way, passed my teenage years, and into my first few years of adulthood too. Added up ALL the countless nights I’d cried myself to sleep, thought those were, tears, wasted, but they’re actually, not, ‘cuz with every single drop of tear that HITS the ground, I’d become, a little bit stronger than before, and, this is after INFINITE number of tears I’d, already cried.
sleepless, because of the sorrows…not my photograph…
Added up ALL the countless nights that I’d, cried myself to sleep, those monsters would come into my worst nightmares, they’d, called me bad names, they’d, gotten into my body, made me, sick to my stomach, and I’d, gone to the bathrooms, to purge it all out, and yet, even AFTER I threw all up, there are still, traces of that bad stuff that remained inside of me.
Added up ALL the countless nights that I’d, cried myself to sleep, well, boy oh boy am I GLAD, I’m totally done crying, cried too long is the thing, been in mourning for nearly THREE FUCKING (and your point being???) decades, and now, I won’t, EVER cry again. You see, we’re, only, allotted a certain number of tears in our lifetimes, and, seeing how I’d, cried ALL mine out, there’s nothing BUT sunny skies, up ahead, until the very beginning, of MY long and never-ending, eternity, consisting of my very own, happily ever after!
Life, the Obstacle Course 