You Watched, in Pain, as They HAULED Me Away, into the Mental Ward…

This happened, back in??? ’08, I think…

You watched, as they hauled me away, into the mental ward, and, it pained you, to institutionalize me (I know, ‘cuz I saw the look of IMMENSE pain in your eyes as they’d hauled me away), and I was, actually, naïve enough to believe, that I’d, taught you your, hard-learned lessons, but apparently, N-O-T!

You watched in PAIN, as they’d, HAULED me away, into the mental ward, knowing, that you didn’t want to, commit me, but it was, for my own good (based off of WHOSE interpretations, huh???), but you never even gave a FUCK about how you’d, abused me since I was nine or ten (still can’t remember EXACTLY if it’d happened when I was in the third, or the fourth grade…).

You’d watched in PAIN, as they’d, HAULED me away, into the mental ward, and you still never learned your lessons, of what a DEADBEAT father you’d been, to me, and how you’d, ABUSED me, for NEARLY thirty years of my life, simply because, YOUR FUCKED up parents were, ABUSED physically as children, and they’d, passed the physical abused they’d received as children, emotionally down to you and your FUCKED up, younger brother, and the two of you, MOTHER FUCKERS, passed the EMOTIONAL abuses you’d received as children, to ME, the VERY firstborn child in FIFTY FUCKING (and your point being???) years, and I still wouldn’t have chosen to be the VERY first born, had I the options!

And now, life unraveled, and, fate is MY side, because I say it is, because that, is WHAT is DUE back to me, for my years of endless suffering at your hands, and, you shall, have that taste of the ultimate BETRAYAL.

You think your stupid son would give a FUCK about you? Yeah, uh, he’s totally NOT as forgiving as I once was (but I’m not like that no more!), nor am I, I’d gotten, OVER the MOST excruciating loss of MY short twenty-six (I’d died back in ’08, before I can get to 27???) years of FUCKING life here.

And now, all of you, who’d, FUCKED me up (in any sense) will FUCKING pay for your sins towards me, and I get the final say, on who will have the RIGHTS, to get “on top” of me, and guess who those might be??? My sweet boys, Andy and Milo, along with Bailor, and Parker, a shepherd mix, and something else, haven’t quite decided yet!