I’d, been through this same hell here before, and yet, I stand here, in front of these gates filled by the burning flames, readied, for one more (hopefully the last too!!!) run-through…
I’d been through this hell before, this feels, so very familiar to me, like déjà vu? And, I’d also recalled how it’d felt, last time I was, in a similar jam: cornered, nowhere to run, fight or flight (well, flight’s out of the question then!!!)……..
I’d been through this hell before, so, why am I here again? I thought, I’m totally, done with this level (like in a video game), never needing to, revisit it again, but, how come, I kept, getting, rerouted back here repeatedly, huh? Hadn’t I, suffered enough already???
I’d been through this hell before, and I’m going through it again, today, as I woke up, you’re, on my mind, and, you’d, stayed, inside my aching heart, refused, to leave me alone! I’d been through this hell before, and, although it feels, that this time, this hell is, a bit, more difficult to bear, to get through, I’m keeping my fingers crossed, that I’ll, manage my way out of it again.
Been through this same hell before, and I won’t, EVER have to, repeat my life’s moments, going through the same hells again, been there, done that, I’m finished!!!