Enough to Make Me Stay…

Here comes, that VICIOUS cycle again, I’m afraid, and yes, I’m, the “maker” of it still…

I’m on the verge of walking out, and there’s nothing you can do, or say, that’ll be enough, to make me stay, I’d, made up my mind (and yet, I have, a very WEAK mind!!!).

Enough to make me stay, you can do whatever you like, but, this time, none of that’s gonna work (that’s what I thought…), I’d, made up my mind, on leaving you tonight (and yet, my mind grows WEAKER and WEAKER, and WEAKER as I’m penning this down!).

finally running away, and yet, she will, always come back…not my photograph…

Enough to make me stay, just take a look at me, and that’ll, stop me, DEAD in my tracks, and, I’ll come, willingly, into, your black widow’s arms, and, be a willing prey to your lies…Enough to make me stay, I wish, that nothing you do or say, will be enough, to make me stay, but, unfortunately though, I hadn’t, “graduated” from where I’d been to where I ought to be yet.

Enough to make me stay, anything you do or say, it gets to me, and, I don’t know why it is, that I’d always, allowed you to, get UNDER my skin, it just, BURNS me bad!!!  Enough to make me stay, yup, I’ll stay, for this night, and ONLY tonight, and yet, when tomorrow rolls around, it’s this, same old, vicious cycle that’s gotten started, rolling all over again.

making a dash for it!  Not my photo…

When, oh when, can I, SNAP out of this cycle, maybe, just for a couple more years, until the children are grown, when they no longer needed a mother, and then, I’ll leave for good this time………