The pain you became blind to, mine, you just, MUFFLED up your ears, and, pretended NOT to hear, and I’d, cried, so FUCKING loud, and yet, nobody came………
The pain you became blind to, yours, because your FUCKED up parents NEVER allowed you to OWN your own emotions, instead, they’d, USED you as the PISS bucket, and disposed of ALL their negative emotions into you!
what it’d felt like, growing up…not my photo…
The pain you became blind to, it’s, customary, I suppose, that you don’t notice, as nobody ever paid you ANY attention when you’d needed your primary caregiver to, and naturally, you wouldn’t know, how to provide that sense of love, of care, of concern, toward your own young, now that you’d become, a BIOLOGICAL parent (b/c in the PSYCHOLOGICAL/EMOTIONAL sense, you’re, NOTHING of the “parenting sort”!).
The pain you’d become blind to, I’d, felt, every single one of them, because, I was, too SENSITIVE growing up, well, nobody EVER taught me, that it’s NOT my responsibilities to carry EVERYBODY else’s pains in the family on my god DAMN back, so I’d, carried it, and now, you will PAY, for EVERYTHING you’d done to me as a child, I’d stopped hurting now, while, your pains and sufferings, are about, to START, with the LOSS of your REMAINING BIOLOGICAL (and no, he’s still NOT adopted like they once were!) parent………
Life, the Obstacle Course 