This Hell We Shared…

This hell we shared, we’re, its, “makers”, I suppose………

This hell we shared, we’d, trapped each other, in this, LOVELESS, full of RESENTMENT and HATE marriage, with neither of us willing, to call it quits (b/c we’re playing CHICKEN, to see who BLINKED first???).  This hell we shared, it’d burned on, for too long, and, it’s still, NOWHERE near, freezing anytime soon, what, with the effects of global warming and all of the pollutions that are screwing over the temperatures of things.

what marriage felt like, not my picture…

This hell we shared, we willingly, made it this, uncomfortable home that we shared, and, despite how uncomfortable this hell we shared had been, we still, refused to leave it, not wanting each other to have the freedom to love someone else!

This hell we shared, why am I still here?  I deserved better, I don’t want this anymore, but, I have to, keep on punishing you for what you’d done to me in this so-called marriage of ours, and, in the process, I’d, trapped myself tightly, and I just can’t let it go…………

This hell we shared, I will keep on, ruling it (more like getting slow-cooked in a wok worth of broiling oil???), until you or I stopped breathing, because I want revenge, for what you did to me!

About taurusingemini

All I have to say, I've already said it, and, let's just say, that I'm someone who's ENDURED through a TON of losses in my life, and I still made it to the very top of MY game here, TADA!!!
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