Weathered Through All Those Years of Love…

I had already, weathered through all those years of love you’d, given to me, and now, I’m, so totally, burnt out!  Weathered through all those years of love, not knowing, that something wasn’t, quite right, as the love you’d, offered to me, was the only sort of love I’d ever known, and I’d, relied, on you, to take care of me, when you hadn’t, you were, WAY to selfish, only focused on, your own pains, without EVER realizing, the pains you’d, imposed upon me!

Weathered through all those years of love, it was hard, and, at one time, I thought I was, going to, be taken under (like getting drowned by the waves???) by your love, but, I’d, struggled to survive, and, suffocated, more times than I can count.

what your love felt like…not my picture…

Weathered through all those years of love, and they weren’t, even love at all!  I know that now, and after knowing how you’d, betrayed my trust, how you had, RAPED me again, and again, I’d finally, carried, my own, beaten down, broken body, and stood back up.

Weathered through all those years of love, and, I still, can’t feel ANY of that L-O-V-E you supposedly had for me, because it was NEVER love to begin with in the first place.  Now, I will, NEVER need to, weather through ANYTHING in my life again!







About taurusingemini

All I have to say, I've already said it, and, let's just say, that I'm someone who's ENDURED through a TON of losses in my life, and I still made it to the very top of MY game here, TADA!!!
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