Overwhelmed, by This Sense of, Helplessness, After, I, Loved You…

I was, overwhelmed, by this sense of, helplessness, after, I, loved you, it wasn’t, how love’s supposed to, feel, I don’t’ think so!  And yet, I felt, sorry for you, or rather, it may have been, pity that I felt, towards my situation, that I’d, allowed myself, to love you longer, to torture myself more!

Overwhelmed, by this sense of, helplessness, after, I, loved you, it’s something, I took, to be normal, when it actually, isn’t, at all, “normal” (Whatever THAT meant???).  Overwhelmed, by this sense of, helpless, after, I, loved you, I’d, come to accept, that this, is the way, that love looked and felt, when in truth, there are, better alternatives, out there, for me to embrace, I just, can’t, quite leave what we have found together, behind…

Overwhelmed, by this sense of, helplessness, I’d become, completely, paralyzed, couldn’t move, couldn’t even, react at all!  Overwhelmed, by this sense of, helplessness, after I, loved you, and, I was, trapped, for god knows how long, until, I broke free, from my self, after I’d, finally, convinced, that you’re, NOT good for me!

it’s, like this, not my photo…

Overwhelmed, by this sense of, helplessness, after I’d, loved you, this, wasn’t how love’s supposed to be, is it?  So, why am I, still, involved, with you?  Oh, wait a sec, I am, NO longer, involved with you, turns out, you’re, NOTHING without me, and I can still be EVERYTHING I want, without you, and, after I’d, figured all that out, well, you know the rest already!!!

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About taurusingemini

All I have to say, I've already said it, and, let's just say, that I'm someone who's ENDURED through a TON of losses in my life, and I still made it to the very top of MY game here, TADA!!!
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