Drowning in Someone Else’s Crises

Sometimes I wish, that the world can just, SHUT the F*** (maxed out???) up, and stop getting in too deep inside of my mind.  As I’d been, drowning in someone else’s crises for since I can recall, and, lived out their pains, the betrayals by their most trusted loved ones, and it’d, hurt me, indirectly, but I was, experiencing these betrayals as if, they were, my own!

not my picture…

Drowning in someone else’s crises, why must I, empathize, with everybody else, and, what about me, my needs?  Drowning in someone else’s crises, I see so many injustices in the world, and I just want to, PUNCH that hole in the wall (already had, although there were, NO holes on the walls, only bruised knuckles from before…).

Drowning in someone else’s crises, I have, HAD it, with this god DAMN world of ours, I wish I can just, SHUT everybody UP, stop experiencing the pains, the losses, the sorrows of others, like they were, my own, but, I can’t, as I was, an empath already!

Drowning in someone else’s crises, I’m done, I leave the crises of whomsoever, to whoever it belonged to, and I take myself, and go, as I’m no longer held responsible, for ANYBODY ELSE’s FUCKED up bad behaviors, been carryin’ that my whole life already, and frankly, I’d, HAD it!!!

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About taurusingemini

All I have to say, I've already said it, and, let's just say, that I'm someone who's ENDURED through a TON of losses in my life, and I still made it to the very top of MY game here, TADA!!!
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