I’m Still Here, and You’re, Still N-O-T

Nope, not in THAT mood here…

I’m still here, and you’re, still N-O-T, as, you’d failed, to “come into being” inside of my body back in 2008 (thank GOD for that, and no, GOD still doesn’t EXIST!!!)! I’m still here, and you’re, still N-O-T, and, now, as I count out how MANY years you should be (that’s EIGHT this year, and so, where the F*** is MY eight-year-old DEAD Emily again???), I’d felt, NO sorrows, OR losses, because I’d, let you go already.

I’m still here, and you’re still, N-O-T, and this world, is still, oh so totally, full of FUCK (pardon the “French”!!!). There’s NO god, ‘cuz if there WAS a god, then, why had he (who the FUCK says that god is a dude anyways, and, where did he come out of, huh???) made you pay, for ALL of THEIR mistakes? You didn’t do a single thing wrong, my wonderful, lovely, DEAD daughter………

I’m still here, and you’re still, N-O-T, but, it’s okay, we (me, myself, and I???), are all okay now, and, I still think about you, every now and then, it’s just, that I no longer, get teary eyed, feeling so sad over, losing you anymore.

I’m still here, and you’re still, N-O-T, and, I still, love you lots, I know, I know, I must be, psychotic again, talking about, this NONEXISTENT, DEAD, MURDERED “daughter” of mine…but, can you blame me??? (don’t answer that, it’s a RHETORIC, you IDIOTS, no offense!)