Had You Noticed Me in Pain…

Had you noticed me in pain, then maybe, just maybe, I wouldn’t have, suffered for as long as I did.

Had you noticed me in pain, but, you were already, barely, staying afloat, in the SEAS of YOUR miseries, how can you, possibly, keep an eye on me, huh? So yeah, I SANK all right!

Had you noticed me in pain, then, maybe, my sufferings wouldn’t have, gone unnoticed for as long as they had, and now, you still have NO clue of what was happening to me as I was too young to tell you (but I had, FUCKED all those god DAMN plastic AND the TWO porcelain dolls I’d received from my sick days, as well as those TWO Barbie dolls too!).

not my photo…

Had you noticed me in pain, heard my silenced screams, but you hadn’t, because you were too focused on what was happening to you in YOUR god damn marriage (being betrayed by the M***ER F***ING son-of-a-BITCH who couldn’t keep his DICK inside of his own pants???), to even give the slightest FUCK about me, and so, I died…

Had you noticed me in pain, oh, what would be the purpose of that, huh? You still, grew up, didn’t you? Yes I had, but, my coming of age, could’ve been, a little EASIER, had you treated me with the RIGHT kind of love, instead of the ABUSE AND NEGLECT which were imposed onto you, by those two god DAMN original SOURCES of ALL THINGS E-V-I-L…

this, is as BAD as it gets!  Not my photograph…

Are ALL adults that STUPID? Or, is it just MY luck, to have met, more than MY share of M***ER F***ING adults here, huh???

 

 

 

 

 

 

About taurusingemini

All I have to say, I've already said it, and, let's just say, that I'm someone who's ENDURED through a TON of losses in my life, and I still made it to the very top of MY game here, TADA!!!
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