I Wasn’t Me Yet…

I Wasn’t me yet, when we first met, I didn’t even know WHO I was!!!

I wasn’t me yet, didn’t know where life’s takin’ me, didn’t know where I’ll end up, with so many unknows in my life, how can I even, consider L-O-V-E???

I wasn’t me yet back then, but, I’m a little MORE me now, or at least, it’d, felt like, I’d become, a little more me these days. I wasn’t me yet, and I suppose, that I’ll, NEVER be the “complete” me, until I’d found out, WHAT, exactly was, missing from my life from before…

I wasn’t me yet, so, how can I, become me, I’d wondered??? I can, sit in front of this mirror, put on layers, after layers of heavy makeup, hiding who I really am, ‘cuz the world has something to say against who I am in the core, or, I can just, wipe my face off, show my SELF to the outside world, despite HOW the rest of the outside world can hate on me!

I wasn’t me yet, I didn’t know who I was, but now, I’m, slowly, understanding, what this “me” entailed, I know, I’m still, NOT quite there yet, but, I will one day be, soon, I can feel it………I just am not quite me yet.