This, is all, in HINDSIGHT!!!
Gosh, I should’ve, buckled in, but I thought the personnel of my life was joking when she’d told me that there would be a ton of twists and turns on this ride called life…
Died, on this rollercoaster ride called life, way before my time to get off too, can you believe it? There were, so many twists, AND turns that killed me slowly, bit, by bit, and, that last “kill shot” came at me, it’d, HIT me, in the FACE, severed MY head off!
not my photo…
Died on this rollercoaster ride called life already, don’t know how many times on end, ‘cuz I’d lost count already. Life just got too hard, that I’d wanted to kill myself, and, would have done so physically, only that I’d not wanted to make a HUGE mess in my bedroom, so, I didn’t, only placed that craft knife against my skin as a teen, oh, and don’t forget those forty-eight days’ worth of ZOLOFT pills I’d swallowed all at once too!
And now, I’d died, for the last AND final time, with my DEAD, never “made” Emily on my LEFT, ‘cuz that, was where that last time came out of, back in ’08?
getting EJECTED from the rollercoaster of L-I-F-E here, NOT a good way to “go”…not my photo here.
Having DIED already, god KNOWS how many times already, on this rollercoaster ride called life, all I can say, is that I’d been through EVERYTHING already, so, NOTHING can get me worked UP again in life……………