You had, tried, desperately, but, quite unsuccessfully, escaping the chaos of your childhood, and, you can’t figure out why? You’re, an ADULT now, and so, why are those, nightmares from your childhood years, still haunting, plaguing your life, shouldn’t they all be, DEAD by now???
Escaping the chaos of your childhood, there’s, NO way you can, ‘cuz your childhood is, a part of you, a very vital part, that’s made you, into who you are right now, and, no matter how awful it felt back as a kid, you will NEVER, get rid of that sense of helplessness you’d had, as a young child.
yup! that’s how it feels…not my picture…
Escaping the chaos of your childhood, how can you? Everywhere you go, there are, reminders, of how FUCKED up your childhood was, and, when you were, confronted with these, fragmented memories, you’d become, shocked, too scared, felt short of breath, your heart start to race fast, it felt like, you’re having, a HEART ATTACK, but, it’s only a panic response, and, there’s, NO way you’ll be able to, SHAKE it off!!!
Escaping the chaos of your childhood, the only way, is to CONFRONT it, and yet, you’d just, turned, ANOTHER corner, trying, to make your escape from you again???
Escaping the chaos of your childhood, you never will, you will always, feel that helplessness of a child, how, no matter how hard you’d screamed, your voices will just, get muffled up, and, you keep on, getting IGNORED by the rest of the KNOWN world!
scared, are we??? Still NOT my photo.
Life, the Obstacle Course 