How can I, when they’re all, still very alive in my mind? They’d, gnawed at me, kept me locked up in pain for since I can remember. I’d cried, screamed, screeched, at the top of my lungs for someone, anyone, to help save me, but, nobody, ever came!
Leaving behind, those childhood pains, I can’t, they’re still, very alive, I feel them, every single day now, they just, won’t go away, no matter what I used to suppress them.
not my photograph…
Leaving behind those childhood pains, the only way I can come up with that might work, is to KILL that child I was, a long time ago, brutally, that’ll teach her/him to MISBEHAVE again! Leaving behind those childhood pains, it’d been, nowhere NEAR easy, and, each and every day, it’s like, I’d been, called out to this war, with an unseen enemy, someone I can’t ever, get away from.
Leaving behind those childhood pains, perhaps, I’ll grow up one day, and leave this place, and then, those pains of my childhood years, won’t be able to track me down again………
Uh, who the HELL you kidding, dumbass (feel free to take an offense!!!), IF you don’t WORK through the traumas of your younger years, step, by step (and each step will get MORE difficult than the last!!!), and you will, NEVER get to the very end of that tunnel, you’ll always be, living in the darkness, of your own childhood traumas.
“I’m leaving and don’t come and find me!!!”, not my photo…
Life, the Obstacle Course 