This, is VERY, VERY, V-E-R-Y, difficult…
Keeping a household intact in the midst of the storms, it’s, NO easy A, and, as we trudge through the days together, life feels, harder than usual. Keeping a household intact in the midst of the storms, every time the household shatters, I’d, picked up the pieces, despite how my hands scarred like crazy, despite all the endless tears I’d cried, despite, ALL the pains you’d, put me through.
Keeping a household intact, in the midst of the storms, I’d gotten, good at it, I just, stay OUT of your stormy ways, whenever you’d come home, and I felt that, scent of “off” in the air, I’d, quickly, ducked for cover! ‘Cuz I’d not wanted to, get caught, in the midst of your, raging storms.
not my photograph…
Keeping a household intact, I had, despite what you’d done to me over, over, over, AND over again, I’d, stood up, firm, refusing, to back down, which only made you angrier, and I’d, gotten beaten up even harder by you, but I stood, unwavered, just the same!
Keeping a household intact, I won’t, NOT anymore, I threw in the towel, when I realize, that our marriage was malfunctioning, when I saw my child, got so angry, that she’d, started, throwing her dolls, against the wall, like how you had, took your bad days out on me, and that, was when I knew, I had to, LEAVE!!!
Look how perfect they were, before the glass pane shattered…not my photo still
Keeping a household intact, I can’t, it’s, way too hard, and I am already, powerless, I feel, so helpless, like no matter how hard I’d fought, I always, end up, losing, so, I’m done, fighting now, and the moment I’d stopped fighting, I already, W-O-N………