Things to Consider, Before, Committing Suicide…

And no, I am, nowhere NEAR SUICIDAL, and this, is not, my “final confession” to the world, or my LAST note either…

Things to consider, before, committing suicide, there are, a ton of things, going through my mind, as I stood, atop this, fifty-floor building (yeah right!!!), looking out from the ledge, like, what happens, if after I jumped, and became, SPLAT, you know, like those blood gushers you’d see in the operating rooms? Or, would I hurt, as I fell, toward the concrete pavement?

this might work, but it’s going to take longer, and you’ll, suffer, befroe you die, so, let’s see what other “options” are avaliable out there…

Things to consider, before, committing, suicide? Are you F***ING serious? You’d made you mind up on killing yourself, so, why don’t you do it already? I just, want to wait a little while longer, to see if someone will, come to try to talk me out of doing what I’m supposed to do, because I want to know, if someone in this world, actually, would, CARE for me!

a milder, less painful way, but, there’s a high chance, you get, “brought back”, what other choices do I have???

Uh, are you, PSYCHO??? If you’re about to commit suicide, what troubles you shouldn’t BE what happens next! ‘Cuz what happens next, is NONE YO beeswax, you’re, already DEAD, remember? And, if you’re having second thoughts like this, standing on that ledge, or, with that handful of barbiturates, depressants, or whatever it is you planned to kill yourselves with, then, you’re not ready, to D-I-E yet…

So, don’t pretend, that you’d, thought everything through thoroughly, because if you want to commit suicide, then, you would just, DO it (not pushing anybody toward death’s embrace here!!!), instead of ranting on it, contemplating on the how’s, and what happens after I’m DEAD and gone, and, will anybody ever miss me if I’m no longer, on this god DAMN, F***ING PLANET!!!

this would, probably, BE the most-“foolproof”, quickest way to do it, and, you’ll only, feel a little pain, as the bullet goes through your medulla, then, you’re, DEAD, quick, and easiest, in MY opinion, but, are you willing, to kill yourself, waht if, you’d, missed out, on what comes afterwards, in life, huh???

Feel free to call me H-A-R-S-H, and yeah, I’d made, several attempts to, KILL myself too, but, unfortunately (or maybe, I’m blessed) I did NOT make it, to the “other side” here………

 NOTE: this, is still, NOT me advocating SUICIDE, or showing everybody H-O-W to do it, so, don’t kill the messenger here!!!