Everything I remembered about you, before my life showed itself to me, was good, of the gentle, healing touches you’d given to me. Everything I remembered about you, became nothing BUT lies, however, as everything, unwounded back in 2008, I’d started, feeling, that extreme, vehement, strong kind of hatred toward your abuse of me, which erased everything that I formerly thought was good that you’d, given to me from before.
Everything I remember about you, had now become, grayed out, because you’re WORTHLESS piece of SHIT! You’d done nothing BUT, abused me, all the way, up until I was eleven, when we moved away from this SHITTING god FORSAKEN island that I was born on once!
Everything I remember about you, is now, all lost, as you’d, already D-I-E-D, and, I’m real glad (feel free to call me mean or awful here!!!), that during the LAST few months of your life, you’d, SUFFERED, going through the chemotherapy, along with whatever bullshitting TREATMENT they’d made you take, to try to help you CURE your GOD DAMN cancer!
Everything I remembered about you, well, there’s, NOTHING I remember about you now, loser, you’re only someone who once raped me (not physically or sexually still!!!), and, I do NOT have a need, to FUCKING keep you in my memories, not a MOTHER F***ING piece of TRAILER TRASH like you, and, by the way, ASSHOLE, you’d MURDERED MY EMILY, so, have all of that, pound on your GUILTY conscience, as for me, I got, ZERO need for a conscience, I KNOW I have my good, clear, cleaned CONSCIENCE here………
And, the rest of you out there, feel free, to see this, as MY REVENGE if you want to, I really, don’t, care one way, or another now.
Life, the Obstacle Course 