Murder by Suicide

The cops came into the neighborhood, sealed up the entire cul-de-sac, and after the investigations, they’d ruled the death as a suicide by murder, but H-O-W? Suicide is something that’s self-inflicted, and murder, something that’s caused by outside forces, so, how can someone’s death BE both suicide AND murder?

It was, a suicide CAUSED by murder, she and her family moved here just this semester, she had to leave behind ALL the friends she’d made from the town she’d moved from, to make some new ones, it’s just, that making new friends, isn’t as easy as she’d hoped, the lunch tables are already separated into cliques, and, everybody KNEW where s/he is supposed to sit, there’s that table for ALL the outcasts, a table for ALL the jocks AND the cheerleaders, the Asians, the African Americans, oh, and there’s a whole table’s worth of Hispanic students too!

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She just, couldn’t fit in anywhere! And, she’d become, an outcast, someone who’s a nobody, and, you have to be a somebody in school, and she’s a nobody, and the pains grew and grew, she wished that her family never moved, and she’d asked her parents if they could move back, but dad’s only started in his managerial position that pays a HELL of a lot more than before, he’s NOT going to give THAT up, and mom, god KNOWS what mom does when I’m not at home!!!

And one day, she’d decided, to take her own life, and, before she’d made the decision to kill herself, she’d strained her mind out, on trying to figure a way, out of this labyrinth, but she just, got more and more stuck, and then, she’d, decided, to kill herself.

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That night, the police came, as the neighbors reported hearing a GUN firing in the house nextdoor, and, after everybody got interviewed, the police decided, that it was, a murder by suicide. The young woman was murdered, by not fitting in, by maladapting, to the new environment she’d moved into, by S-U-I-C-I-D-E!