Life, the Obstacle Course

The Secrets of Someone Being Molested

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Why, would someone keep something so serious as a secret??? As I wondered, I can’t, figure out a VALID enough reason, because, I’m thinking, AS, an A-D-U-L-T here!!!

The secrets of someone being molested, were kept, from very, very, very long ago, buried, deep, way down, inside, that darkened regions of your own minds, your UNCONSCIOUS (hello, hello, hello???). And, in that, ABYSMAL place of your young minds, the roots, of the secrets of someone being molested, started, rooting down, deeper, deeper, and deeper by the day…

The secrets of someone being molested, someone told you, to keep, and, you were, so very young, when that secret was, whispered into your small ears, you’d, kept everything TO yourself, not told your parents, like you were, originally, supposed, to.

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The secrets of someone being molested, you, as an adult, can now, only, vaguely, recall, that, long, long ago, in some, “far-far-away” kingdom, something awful had happened, but you can’t think of WHAT, ‘cuz, you’d, suppressed the truth, for too god DAMN long!

The secrets of someone being molested, you were, watching, from behind the curtains, or, were you? Or, it may damn well, have been Y-O-U, who fell, victim, to someone else’s bad behaviors, it’s just, that you were, so very young, your mind couldn’t, make sense of what was happening, that, you’d, dissociated, you’d, displaced your selves, from the realities………

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The secrets of someone being molested, how, how, H-O-W, can you, possibly, NOT tell anybody about something that’s so serious, that’s so, damaging, that’s, happened, to someone so very young? Because, NOBODY gave a FUCK (my B-A-D!!!), no one ever, heard those, SILENT screams so loud when you were supposed to be, already asleep……

And, you will, forever, carry forth, with, this deep, dark secret, that will forever be, gnawing you, on the inside, not because you’d not helped the “victim” out, but because, you were, THE victim, that everybody ignored, and called a L-I-A-R!!!

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