Remembering What You’d Lost

This would probably be, the HARDEST of ALL to handle…

Remembering what you’d lost, it’s, truly, excruciatingly, painful, I’m thinkin’…’cuz, you ain’t, NEVER, EVER, E-V-E-R, gettin’ what you’d lost back again, and, you’ll be left, with that hollowness that ached on inside of you, after, you’d, remembered what you’d lost.

Remembering what you’d lost, you wish you didn’t need to, but, you had, and, you’d been, running like that unintelligent RAT, through those made-up mazes of your own minds, keep, ramming, into them, DEAD-ENDS, and, couldn’t, get out.

memories of childhood…not my photograph.

Remembering what you’d lost, you must, otherwise, you will NEVER, know what regret is, and, without knowing what regret is, you will never, gain that speck of intelligence you will need, after all, we all, learn, from hindsight, don’t we???

Remembering what you’d lost, it’ll be difficult, but, once you walked through it all, and not gotten killed by the facts of your own lives, you will become, that much stronger, than you once were!

Remembering what you’d lost, you can’t, because your mind had, blocked it all out for you, and, it was, for survival’s sake from when you were little, but now, even as you’d become, an ADULT, you still can’t recall, because it’s, completely, lost, into, that BLACK hole inside your memories………

 not my photo still…