Still NOT making EXCUSES for what he’d done here, just telling y’all, what caused him, to CRACK is all…
The angers he’d held in, watching his mom getting beaten up by his birthfather, and after they divorced, he’d watched his own mother, gone out, with an assortment of losers that he’d not approved of, but couldn’t do nothing about. Being exposed to how the men his mother dated would, mistreat her, he’d vowed, that he was, never, EVER gonna do that, to a woman, that he would, do everything opposite of how the males around his life treated the women.
from Disney…
But, the angers he’d held in, from all the years prior, would get loose, from time to time, and he was, well aware, that he was, about to BLOW up, EXPLODE, and, he certainly, could’ve, suppressed it back down again, but he didn’t, he’d become, addicted to, the power surges he would feel, as he lost control, as his anger took over him, made him, into a firebreathing monster.
not my picture…
The angers he’d held in, from all the years prior, just came out, little, by little at a time, those bouts that he’d had would come, at surprising moments, when he wasn’t even the least bit of aware, that he was, getting angered, until he’d, exploded.
And, although, he’d, tried, really, really hard, to keep his anger under control, and, surely, there were, improvements, but each and every time, he’d still, blown UP, causing those around him, to be, in a constant state of fear.
Life, the Obstacle Course 