Where’s that??? Oh, it’s, in H-E-A-V-E-N, and, here lies the PROBLEM, she resides, on the PLANET E-A-R-T-H!!!
A place where she’s loved, she’d longed to find, and, she’d been searching, ever since she could remember, for someone, anymore, to give her the love she never had before, and, she kept searching, searching, searching, and, there were, a couple of times she thought she had, found it, but, those times were, only façades in the end…
A place where she’s loved, the only loveo she’d been told about, was the love of the Heavenly Father, but, she’s not living IN heaven, she’s, living in HELL more like it, and she struggled, real hard, to get away, to break free, to escape, from this HELL she was born into, but no matter how hard she’d fought, she couldn’t.
A place where she’s loved, there’s NO such place, and she can’t even love herself, she’d always had her lowered self-esteem, because she never experienced any love from her abusive, abusive-neglectful parents…
And she’ll just keep, searching on, and on, and on, and the saddest thing is, she will NEVER, ever find what she was lacking in her younger years, what she’d needed.
Life, the Obstacle Course 