Kidnapped by the Tears…

The tears, they’d all, ganged up on me, and took me hostage…

I was, kidnapped by the tears, because I had, a bleeding heart, and she used that against me, she was, emotionally abusive toward me growing up.

Kidnapped by the tears, because I had been, taken hostage by your tears, I’d started, hating to see other people cry, whenever I see someone cry, I’d feel that strong sense of animosity, the need to kick, scream, and FIGHT, to keep myself from being controlled by the tears that someone else was crying in front of me.

Kidnapped by the tears, they’d banded together, took me, to this dark cave deep, inside the earth where they’d, kept me isolated, from the rest of the known world, and I’d needed to, rely on my “kidnappers” to survive, and, I developed a case of Stockholm’s’ Syndrome.

Kidnapped by the tears, I will NEVER be again, and you will NEVER be able to control me again, with those droplets of tears that you cried, ‘cuz I see right through your tricks, and I’d hardened up my heart, just as you’d used those words, “Where’s your heart, child?  Why don’t you, pay pity on me?”

Kidnapped by the tears, you were, as was I, and because you weren’t good enough parents, you’d allowed me to get MURDERED, by your own FUCKED up problems, and I’m the one to blame, for your FUCKED up marriage to each other?

Kidnapped by the tears, I will NEVER be again, for nobody will EVER be able to exert this much control over me, I won’t allow for it, and I still didn’t CONTROL anybody ELSE with my tears either, because unlike Y-O-U, I can differentiate right FROM wrong, and what you did to me was, WRONG, and I refuse to do the same, to my own young (uh, yeah, as if I have one, she’s already DEAD, remember???  From back in 2008???).