Life, the Obstacle Course

Why Did You Give Me Away???

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Why did you give me away?  Was I, not the sex you’d want in a kid?  Why did you, abandon me from when I was too young to recall?  And now, when I think of you, there’s just, that “shadow” figure, nothing more!

Why did you give me away?  As I got older, I’d heard a ton of stories of how parents who kept their children together by their sides, NO matter how hard the times got.  I wish, that I could have them, as my mom and dad, but instead, I got Y-O-U, who abandoned me, and you didn’t even have the courtesy, to send me into an adoption agency, instead, you’d left me, wrapped up in a blanket, outside that orphanage………

not my art…

Why did you give me away?  Were you, WAY too immature, way too young, still wanting to “enjoy” your lives?  Then, why did you have me?  You could’ve had an abortion when you found out you were pregnant with me, instead of carrying me for full-term (think I was!!!), go through hard labor, bring me out into this GOD DAMN FUCKING world, then, ABANDON me, what KIND of a mother ARE you anyway???

Why did you give me away?  That question had, plagued me since I was young, and now, I finally met you, and I still can’t get the answers I’d sought out, for some many years, because you’re nothing, MORE than a god DAMN headstone, erect, in that CEMETERY in our “hometown” now………

not my photograph…

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