Personal disclosures, call it that if you want to…
There are, things I couldn’t, tell you about me, I was, raped, by someone I’d, trusted, someone who should’ve and was, supposed to, love and take care of me, but never had!
And, there were moments in my life, thinking back now, that so many things had, gone wrong, like those, rows of dominoes, after the first one got tipped over, the entire world came, crashing down. Things I couldn’t tell you about me, fearing rejection and judgment, and I was, the victim (N-O-T!!!) of all of it too, I wasn’t the one to blame, but thought it was, my fault, because I was, way too young, to separate myself from it all…
Things I couldn’t tell you about me, because of what’d happened to me, I am now, flawed, and dirty too, unwanted, and don’t deserve to be loved, by anybody else in the world, including myself, I despise my self so!!!
Things I couldn’t tell you about me, well, I’d already told, because, it’d never BEEN my god DAMN fault (nor was I ever, the “victim” here, so, I got NO use, for your pitiful looks on me here!!!)………
Things I couldn’t tell you about me, because I don’t know where, or how, to begin telling the story of me, but now I’d, found my words, and, nobody’s EVER shutting ME up again!!!
Life, the Obstacle Course 