“Some People, We Will ALWAYS Forgive”

Maybe, this was still, OUT of the need to survive???  Like how there’s that love-hate relationship we all have with our parents, as Uncle Siggy (Dr. Freud???) had suggested?

Some people, we will always forgive, because we love them, despite how cruel they were to us, because we’d needed to rely on, to depend on them, for the sake of our own survivals, so, we’d kept that feeling of animosity that we should feel toward them for hurting us, buried deep, into our subconscious minds.

And, through the years, those feelings of animosity were, suppressed, over, over, and over again, until they’d become, a part of our unconscious, and at which time, chances of that unallowed for anger toward that certain someone will NEVER come back out again, and it will slowly, poison you, from the inside, and, it’ll, eventually, RUIN all your chances, of having a good life altogether.

This belief, is based off of how children view their parents as Gods, as we all tend to worship our mommies and daddies, and in our young minds (b/c we’d relied on them, to survive???), they’re, NEVER wrong (are you sure about that???), and, it’s exactly this sort of mindset, that keeps you TRAPPED, from seeing the flaws in how your parents had, mistreated you, because they WERE supposed to love their own young, but never had, and yet, you’d still, lived in the façade that oh, mommy and daddy, they LOVED me, as, holding on, to that FALSE belief about your god DAMN parents was, how you’d survived.

Some people, we will, always forgive, because we’re way too god DAMN fucking retarded?  Uh, no, because we REFUSE to see the cold hard truth that’s lain before our eyes, and, some of us (still NOT naming ANY names) will keep on living in THAT state of denial, because the truth hurts, and, it’s gonna, cause you, to SHATTER, into million little BITS and PIECES, and by which time, even IF ALL the king’s men AND horses came, you’d still got broken into bits AND pieces!!!

About taurusingemini

All I have to say, I've already said it, and, let's just say, that I'm someone who's ENDURED through a TON of losses in my life, and I still made it to the very top of MY game here, TADA!!!
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