This, would be, a PROMISE (that I know will be broken) I’d wanted to make, to MYSELF!!!
No more reunions, of ANY kind, NOT with families, NOT with class, not with ANYONE, because they only serve as a reminder, of how FUCKED up that period of my life had been, and, I have ZERO (that’s still 0!!!) need for any sort of SHIT like that at all.
No more reunions, of ANY kind, I got ALL the memories (some which I wish I could erase completely though…) saved, etched into my medial temporal lobe (and yeah, that, is where memories ARE stored!!!). No more reunions, of ANY kind, I have NO need for them, NO reminders of how good those formers days of GLORY (yeah right) I’d already had, for my glory days, moments, are in my future, waiting for me, in the near, or far distance!
No more reunions, because why bother? It’s, as if I need the reminders of my PAST life that was filled with endless years of ABUSE and NEGLECT??? What am I, PSYCHO??? Uh don’t you think I would know, if I’m a PSYCHO??? Uh, yeah, and, D-U-H!!!
No more reunions of ANY kind, and I’m already DONE, living in the past, I will NOT live FOR the future, only IN the now, this, precise moment in time………