Life, the Obstacle Course

Emotionally UNavailable…

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Sorry, we are, emotionally UNavailable right now, please, TRY your calls later!!!

That, would be the message on my emotional answering machine (and yeah, got me one recently!!!).  Emotionally, Unavailable, because why the FUCK (yeah, and your point being???) would I want to wear ALL my emotions out on my sleeves here?  Oh yeah, so someone can take them from me, then, THROW ‘em all down onto the pavement, and STEP them until they break???

Here’s one, not my photo, or descriptions…

Emotionally, UNavailable, because nobody was there, to care for MY emotion when I was little, and, growing up, I’d learned, that showing emotions is a sign of weakness, because it makes you vulnerable, so, I’d become, emotionally, UNavailable in everything that I do or say these days…

Emotionally UNavailable, as I’d learned the HARD way (yet again!!!), that I needed to, turn myself cold, in order to SURVIVE, and because I AM a S-U-R-V-I-V-O-R, so yeah, I’ll continue to be, emotionally, UNavailable, as I see fitting!

found that “OFF” switch in feelings, finally!!!

not my photo…

Emotionally UNavailable, never imagined that being emotionally DEAD can have SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO many perks, and now, I’m loving it, to the point of addiction, N-O-T!!!

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